lost

its not very often that i share the things that i write but ive been goin through somethings lately and this is a big way that i let things off my chest so i hope yall enjoy...

"lost in translation"

lost in translation of my mind
thoughts running wildly out of control
not knowing where to turn or where to hide
my heart bleeds to tell a story
but no blood is there
my mouth screams only to be heard
but no sounds is resounding
my soul is lost and broken
in the abyss of the past
the grasp of the hurt and pain
refuses to release
how empty and lonely it feels
what once was alive is now dead
dried up and lifeless...

dropping to my knees
raising my hands, crying out
GOD! GOD! CANT YOU HEAR ME!?
i cant do this without you...

~J.D.